~ CHOICES ~

Sometimes in life, you have to make lots of choices. Some are easier as A, B, C. Say example, choosing whether you want that chocolate cake or that cheese cake. Yup... I know. Both are hazardous for your health (not to mention your waistline) but they're both so yummy! In case you're wondering, I'll have that choco cake anytime, puhlezzz... :P

Unfortunately, most choices that you have to make or made are like life and death. These are the choices that at times will determine the path or course of your life.

Am now at that crossroad of making the right choices for myself. Should i take this so- called golden road? Or should i take this path that not many are willing to make?

Either way, with the state of my mind, everything kinda suck at the moment. Not enough sleep and not enough food could do very beautiful wonders to your psych. However, not enough food too could also be good for your body. :P

So, what will i do next? God knows what I will decide but i hope whatever my next step is, it'll be the path that i am sure of. A path that i'll decide on my own.

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P/s - These few entries have been more on the melancholy emotions that am experiencing at the moment. I am at a period of time where so many choices are presented to me on a golden platter. I do hope that i'll be able to weather this phase in my life. So, bear with me till i am sane and well again. But then again, maybe it'll take few more theraphy sessions through my blog. Huaaaa...

EMOTIONAL IMBALANCE

Suffice to say, i am emotionally wreck now. Why do i feel so down all of a sudden? Feels like crying the whole time. Sepa juga lah yang mo pb nie? Mati lah juga.

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LOST IN TRANSLATION

If someone told you that life is just a piece of cake, make it chocolate cake, they might be right. But then again, it might just be crap.

Life sucks at the moment. Just couldn't stand it any longer. I just wish i could just run away, far far away from reality.

Some might say i think too much and they might be true. I think too much and i feel too much it hurts so bad.

Please... Just let me be... Be free from this sick mind of mine.

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Frame of mind at the moment: Enda keruan tapi masih stabil.

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~ NO MORE LAST MINUTE MANTRA~

SELF- MANIFESTATION OF A
"NEARLY THERE" GAL

Tonight seems to be idea-making day. This post is just a reminder to "moi" to start planning my work and not wait till it's too late.

I would like to quote a professor of mine, who gave a lecture on time management.

"IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, YOU PLAN TO FAIL".

That, my friends, are way too scary for even a procrastinator like me.

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~A NEW BEGINNING, A NEW START~

After all the tragedies this few months, there is actually a silver lining on the horizon. So much sadness and pain but alas, the outcome is so worth it.

I would never have guess that after all this time, my life path would be something so different from my imagination. There are things that I've wished I've handled it differently, but come to think of it, nope... would never trade these experiences at all.

I am more mature in my way of thinking. Not old, mind you, but more at peace with my way of thinking. How funny it is to be writing like this when before, I could not even comprehend this form of expression.

Well, suffice to say, embrace your life with a smile. There are times when it'll sucks but if it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger.

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THE LOST OF LOVED ONES

May his soul rest in peace.

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