English ohhh Engrisss...

Below is based on true story yang amat menyayat hati sampai air mata pun tia buli kuar sebab talampau tia buli mo describe bout the feelings... Huhu...

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Situation: sms yang tia dikenali
H/phone: Sepa lagi kalo bukan urang yg buat nie crita...
Pelakon : Sender (S) & Receiver (R)

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S : Ai da mkn tghri ker? Sory klu ggu k...

R : (Uii... Sepa lagi nie sms nie?)
Who are you? How did you get my number?

S : Owh i thing u give me u number at clubing... But i now went...

R : (Garu kapala suda sebab bila masa nie pegi clubbin)
Sorry. I don't do clubbing. Pls stop smsing me ya. Thanks.

S : Why u want to stop smsthing? I thing i went to fren with u? Can or not...

R : (Smsthing? Apa lagi tu? Tambah bingung)
Did you get my numb from my students?

S : But i not sure , at clubing some girl i now, she want my num n i give my num tu him, n she give my num tu him, n she give me this num... N then i do now who his num...

R : (Adoiiii... Adakah ku bermimpi? Nie mesti kerja dorang si jo lah nie...)
I am not that girl so pls stop smsing me. Thank you.

S : So cn i know who are u? Please...

R : (Iskhhh... Pa mcm nie mo kasi turn off dia nie tau?)
I am a lecturer in one of the higher edu institutions.

S : Wow so amazing, erm can i fren with u? Bcoz i want to stdy engglish wiht u in we sms... Please?

R : (Eh???? Tia pula dia turn off. Huhu... Tia mo sms suda sebab lapo... huhu)

S : Blekh tda? Sy x paksa jg klu kmu x dpt tlong sy, yalah sy fhm jg keja kmu tu mmg bz... Tp sy btl2 ingin knal dn jd kwn kmu, dlm pd itu sy ingin mta tjuk ajar Bi dgn kmu... Sy give up da mau bsms dlm bi ne... Hrp kmu dpt tlong sy... Tp klu x dpt pn x pa bh, sy terima ja, yala spalh jg sy nekn... Sory if i disturb u k...

R : (What the %@#%&*@... have to blip some of the words cos talampau lapo n bingung! Huhu)

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~Moral of the story~

I'm not sure lah if this is an early april fool present or what but instead of laughing, i want to cry sebab engrisss dia sangat menyayat hati. I feel i've failed the society in general sebab buliiii kah ada orang hantar sms bm pun buli salah? Kalo ingrisss tu ok lagi tapi nie bahasa kita sendiri bah. Sedihnyaaaaaa... huhuuuuu...

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~ 2009 : DEBT DIET FOR A BETTER ME ~

Woke up by reality and must say that I've been neglecting my finances for far too long. Thus, this year i am declaring the debt diet for a better me ~ Aleanajoan's Style! :)

It's even worst now, what's with our economic situation and all. I might just give up and give me some retail therapy but then again, that might even make it worst.

So here how it goes:

This is a declaration to myself that i will make sure to pay all my debts (credit card especially) on time and i will not stop until I've finished every single cents i owe to them. Might sound harsh, yes i know... Might even sound depraving me of my pleasures of shopping but a woman has to do what a woman must do... Huhu... I only hope i can pull this through and not be tempted to put my hands on those lovely goodies of pleasure! Huhu...

So goodbye shoes, goodbye handbags, goodBYE MAKEUP and HELLO woman of the nature 2009! (Sia mo tinggal di hutan suda nie... huhu...). This is the NEW ME...

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~ Moral of the story ~

Kalo shopping tu kan, ingat ingat lah urang susah yang tinggal di afrika (mama sia yg bilang tu tau). Bagus lagi kamurang kasi derma tu handbag, kasut, &%#@* etc sama durang sebab teda juga kamurang guna tu tau. Mummy nampak masi lagi ampai ampai sana lantai nie... Ataupun, kasi mummy lagi bagus... (kuang kuang kuang)

~ Adengan di atas telah dicut sebab tia sanggup dingar lagi tu leteran. Huhu... ~

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When you really don't know what to do...

This week has been a very free week. Went to work but did not do a thing! Such an unproductive time (bagus tia payah kerja... hehe... sorry bos!). Hasilnya = Inilah gambar-gambar boring di opis.

Gambar 1 (Time: 8 am) -
Muka masih kiut & ceria. Headphone test 1. Hehe...



Gambar 2 (Time: 8.05am) -
Muka hampir menunjukkan ciri2 bosan sebab aircon talampau sejuk.



Time: 8.06am!!!!
Hasilnya = Muka bosan tahap cipan! :P

Moral of the story ~

Make sure you work yourself to death or else you'll turn into funny-faces-clown of the town! :P

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Musing of a confused person...

Felt torn between wanting something or breaking something. Alas, sia rasa bagus makan kfc lah. Kenyang lagi and perut pun enda sakit. Huhu...

Moral of the story :

Next time, just go slow for whatever that you've decided you want in this world. Plus, be careful of what you wish for. You'll never know that it might not even be good for you at all. :D

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What does your birthday say about you?

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

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After the fever, comes the cough... urrghhh...

I'm feeling much better now. The fever's gone but now comes the agonizing throat singing. Sighh... It's really not cool at all to be getting sick. Being sick brings you to a place where your state of mind plays havoc to your emotions. I really am trying to be positive but it's really hard. Even this morning, i woke up early and felt so down, i cried myself back to sleep.

Thoughts about past moments made me reflects on my past actions. There are some things that i would like to undo and there are some that i would like to forget. It's true that your past actions will haunt you back and karma has a way of sneaking in its revenge when you least expected it. Alas, i am only human and we human do make mistakes. My only comfort is that all the mistakes that i made before has made me into a better and probably a wiser person too. I might wish now to go back to my past and change everything but come to think about it, I'll probably done the same thing all over again.

So cheer up girl... Everyday is a brand new day with brand new experience to be embrace. You might feel down now but that's what chocolate is for, to comfort your mind, body and soul. :D

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p/s - the state of mind of this author at the moment is so depressing due to lack of food. It is advisable for everyone to always never to forget to take their breakfast every morning to prevent from ever being in a total mess... :P

Moral of the story -
Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get! (si Forest Gump yg bilang, which i think is a very wise words...)

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Sick + Enjoy = More pain...

I've learned one thing that there are things that you can't mixed together no matter what. When you are sick tapi ada hati want to karaoke jadinya ka.rau.o.k?

So the moral of the story here kids, kalo suda sakit, makanya buat cara orang sakit. Like my mum said, jangan lah talampau mo enjoy tu girl. Tambah sakit tu nanti. And she's right! :P


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Free...

I just want to be free of this constant mind boggling virus in my mind. I want freedom...


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Down Memoray Lane...

Feeling sick brings a lot of feelings to the surface, especially unwanted ones. Down memory lane and suddenly i'm thinking of memories that are best left unsaid. I wish i didn't find out and i wish i didn't seek it. Now it's only empty feelings on an empty stomach. :D

Time to eat!

p/s - People who said that it's easier to let go of a person must be nuts! It's really hard for the person who've been let go as well as the person who let that person go. Nothing is easy in this world. Time will heal but the memories will always remain. I hope that person is happy and i hope i will find in my heart the peace that i'm looking for.

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High fever is soooo not cool...

Had a bad fever yesterday. It was really bad i thought my nose might bleed. This morning went to see doc and got some medicine.

Now i'm feeling like a brand new person (yg belum mandi sabab my mum said don't mandi kalo sakit... eeeuwww... gonna shower first!).

:D

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Straight to the point, pleaseee...

I wonder why some men kan don't say straight to the point what's on their mind? Sometimes my mind just boggle with these kind of craziness... So lain kali, for men out there, just say you want to take the woman out instead of giving multiple choice questions from a to z.

Sighhhh... Just one of the moods on saturday rainy nite. Tido lagi bagus... :D

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Lamentation of...

Life can be so unfair at times. You might be the catalyst to the event that might happen and when it did, you're left behind in the ditch. Sighh... I wish that i didn't pursue it cos the possibilities were 1 in a million. Now, since it did happen, the ungratefulness of it left me feeling empty, again! I should have known but i'm too nice. :P

So, let it be. Life can be full of shits...

p/s - I might just turn into an ungrateful one, just for the hell of it! :D

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